People

For the last several years, I have had a problem with people.  With the life-changing events that has taken place in my life over the past week, I now know that my opinion of people is justified.  I had hoped people would prove me wrong but that didn't happen. I always thought people will let you down, you couldn't depend on them and this is so true.  There are some that genuinely do care but they aren't in the majority.  I feel that I'm a good person.  I don't think I have any enemies.  I feel the people I come in contact with view me as an ok person.  Meaning I'm not perfect and don't pretend or try to be.  I am pretty much to myself most of the time.  On occasions I will hang out with Shon and Angel, Michelle and Derrick, or my cousins Kesha, Montrice, Tonyel, and Perez.  I limit my circle because these are people I can be myself around.  I don't have to fake it.  If I have to fake it being around certain people then I'm out of their.  I don't want that in my life.  As for as discussing my personal life, I don't do that at all.  If there is something I'm going through I might tell Tonyel but that's it.  Life is easier that way.  My resolution was to make life as simple as possible.  I think so far so good.  The second part of my resolution was a goal I set for myself, which I didn't met.  I'm not disappointed  about not meeting my goal because I do feel I have made some progress.  Until next time.