Random Update

So I need a July post and I really have nothing at all to say. Which is how I usually start out and as I go my thoughts just come together. I’m still committed to making my life simple. For the most part I have been doing a good job. Still got to work on it but I can say I’m happy with the way things are right now.  No love life but I rather it be that way then full of BS. I refuse to have those kinds of worries. I miss Junior like crazy and think about him all the time but I know my worth and I deserve so much more than what he wants to give me. This guy got upset with me and my classmates. I’m thinking because we didn’t acknowledge him properly. I feel bad that we offended him but on my part it wasn’t intentional. I guess he thinks we’re judging him because he made some bad choices in his life and didn’t graduate. I have no room to pass judgment on anybody. I feel the exact same way he does. I made/make bad choices. I feel like I’m treated a certain way because of my choices but I’m not mad at no one but myself. I trying hard to get me together I don’t have time to be stressing about other people. If it ain’t Fric, Frac and Moe and I refuse to stress over it. My babies are the most important thing. I was trying to get him to explain to me what happened; why he felt that way but I didn’t get a response. My first instinct was to go off but I didn’t because I didn’t know what happened. I didn’t want to just assume and be a bitch to him about it. After thinking about it I realized he’s insecure about his past because when I saw him nothing negative popped in my mind. The thought of him going to jail didn’t cross my mind until he said something about it. I haven’t seen him in years and I had no idea where he was. I don’t stress about what’s going on in other people lives. If I hear it, I’m not broadcasting it because I could careless. I got my own problems. I actually sympathize with him because everyday I know what it’s like to be judged and made to feel like you’re not good enough. Everybody got a story; a lot of us have lives that didn’t go as planned. I'm one of them. You can’t get mad at the world for your bad choices. All you can do is put it behind you and try to move forward. People are going to always judge; they’re going to always talk, but you have to be strong enough to let it go. I’m finally getting to that point. I love to hear the talk about me. I laugh because it’s either old news or no news (lies).