Three Great Ones

Once someone told me that in life you only get three great ones.  Now I know that quote came from the movie “A Bronx Tale” but for some reason I do believe this to be true. I think I have already come upon my three great ones.  Unfortunately, all three of them are married now.  I missed my chance but it’s ok.  I know what I like in a man and I refuse to settle for anything less. If that means being single for the rest of my life, so be it.

Update 11-15-2011: Officially I have only had two great ones in my life. One of them is JayZ but he doesn't count for obvious reasons. He's the type of man that I'm trying to find. So now it's five months later and I think I found someone who has potential to be "one of the great ones". At this point it's only a crush. I can't put myself out there to be disappointed again. I'm not pressing up on him or anything. I'm actually too afraid. If my crush fades it's all good. I don't know what I'm missing so it doesn't even matter. 

Update May 6, 2013

So this is me being delusional. I read this and I want to apply it to my life. I want to believe there is still hope that I may find real love one day. One minute I claim to give up but the next I’m wondering if it’s out there somewhere. So as I read this I’m thinking I’ve had three loves. I had Moo-Moo, the person I don’t want to be like. Avalon was the friendship that got ruined and Junior was the one who I felt was perfect for me. If this is really how love goes then I have a chance at finding the one that is meant for me. I always said “hope is a good thing”. I guess I just got to keep holding on to faith. I know God has heard me. He said “WAIT”. That’s something I’ve never done. Because of my hope I get so disappointed when love eludes me. It’s hard but what do you do? It’s a risk you have to take if that’s what you want. I do need to stop ignoring the “Do Not Enter” signs. I’ve been 100% single. That’s what I have been working on lately. Being good is boring but I like it.