When a man is tested, 9 out of 10 times he fails. I'm thinking could they be fronting like they don't know any better so they can get over on you. I hope God didn't make them as dumb as they act. They can be so clueless about things that are right in their face. It's only a few who have mastered the mind of a woman. Those are certainly the ones to watch out for. He takes great thought into the game so he doesn't get caught. But the rest of them are complete idiots. I have to laugh of some of the ones that I've dealt with. Especially the last one. He was so dumb and lied so bad. Some of the stuff he used to say he really expected me to believe. He would come up with the stupidest stuff. For awhile I just let him think he was getting over on me because I wanted to be in a relationship that bad. I did it for about five months and I had to let it go. Some guys are really good at manipulating you but he was just pitiful. I want a man in my life but I'm not desperate enough to settle for some trash. I read all kinds of crap on the internet about men, love, and relationships. I think some of it is useful information. I'm always thinking and it might take me sometime but I can eventually figure things out. Sadly, because I have been lied to so much in the past I don't trust any man. Guys say it’s not fair that the next man has to suffer for what the last man did. I’m sorry but in my experience the next man has never proved to me that they’re any better than the last man. I have my walls up and the way it is now, if you like me, really like me you going to do whatever possible to break those walls down. I’m not going to play games with you. If you like me, I’ll let you know from the beginning if I’m interested in taking a chance with you. I won’t have you wasting your time thinking one day I’ll let you in and not follow through. I’m willing to take the risk but only if you show me that you’re worth it. I have been so hard on myself because I’ve haven’t found a decent man. It’s been so long since I had a real relationship. That five month relationship I was in was the first one since 1999. I think I’m cute. I’m at a good place in my life. I’ve never had or needed a man to take care of me. I think I’m a good catch. I think I know what it takes to make a man happy. Not only in the bedroom either. I know my worth but I let other stuff screw with my emotions and I make the worst choices when it comes to men. Watching Basketball Wives last night, Evelyn was feeling some kind of way because people are constantly judging her by the things she’s done in the past; making her feel like she ain’t good enough. Luckily, she has a STRONG man that doesn’t see her past when he looks at her. I like them as a couple because they have each others back. He gets dogged too but it’s them (together) against the world. That’s how love is supposed to be. People might be saying why he picked her but he’s looking at her and saying I’m proud she picked me. That’s what I’m looking for. Something where it’s just me and you and we ain’t letting no outside crap get in the way of it.
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