I haven’t done one of these in a long time. I feel like I have matured so much over these last few months. I think since this last huge mistake, I finally feel comfortable where I’m at in my life. I don’t have everything I want but I have a very good life. Not many can say they got a decent job and a loving family. I’m celebrating two years in my house. God has touched my life tremendously. I remember praying hard for a house. I didn’t settle for less and that’s what I got. By the grace of God he blessed me with a house. I struggle with bills and hard-headed children but that’s it. My life is good and I’m thankful every minute of everyday because God has truly blessed me. There are times when I’m down and sad but I don’t question God, I just pray. Especially when it gets so bad that I feel I can’t bare it. I know for a fact that he answers my prayers. Proof is in front of me everyday. He doesn’t give me everything I ask for and there is a lesson behind that. There’s no telling where I’d be if I got everything I wanted. My guess is no place good. He gives me what I need. He knows what’s best for me. I got to leave it all up to him because I definitely don’t know. My life is in his hands. All I have to do is keep my faith in him. This job is the greatest job. I have never in my life worked with people who actually care about me. I think love just because I am a child of God. That is so remarkable. As I sit here and type this I feel it. Everybody working doing whatever but I feel it. I can be at my own church and not feel the love at all. Wonderful people. Great place to work and the love to eat. They like to celebrate every occasion we can. Togetherness. Not every man for themselves like it was at FACA.
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