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My Love, Junior ❤

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I was so pleased with my love yesterday. I sent him a random email asking him if he knew who Jay Gatsby was. First, he responded. Second, he answered the question. Third, he knows who he is. That made me so happy. Junior can be so difficult for no reason at all. I was so please with him. That’s effective communication. Easy. So if you don’t know, Jay Gatsby is a character in a classic romantic novel. He was in love with Daisy, a lost love. Jay and Junior have the same demeanor. Good looking, charming and all that other good stuff. I was looking at a poster in Starbucks about the novel and it made me think of Junior. At that moment I had to know if he knew who Jay Gatsby was. My world revolves around Junior so much that everything always brings me back to him. I told my therapist even though I know we don’t have a future, I’m going to love him until it just fades. I figure in time it will fade. For now its still Junior. This lil girl so stress about me thinking I want her man when she clearly has no idea. She called me a stalker because I sent her dude a life hack about how to quit smoking. Half the time she’s calling him a bum. How stupid would I be? My dumb bitch days are behind me. Although some people may not think so but that’s them not really knowing who I am. If you don’t know me you don’t concern me. Last night I read a few past posts. I can really get into my writing sometimes. I sound so mature and wise about life. Anyway I wanted to write a little about my love and to say I’m not worried about no dudes. For the umpteenth time, I’m not making no noise over here.  Shhh! ¡Cállate!

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