WORTH

Talking about ex boyfriends make great blog posts. I was in some type of relationship for almost a year. I finally ended it because I felt he didn’t have my back. I asked him to take me to the store and he was complaining about it. It was ok for him to pick me up and bring me to his house but when I asked to go to Walmart it was a problem. I could see if I aggravated this man all the time, yeah I’d complain too. He made me feel like he was tired of doing for me. I go above and beyond when I’m dealing with someone.  There wasn’t a time he asked me for something and I didn’t provide for him. I was very good to him. That’s the type of person I am but I also expect to be treated in the same manner. I knew what type of person he was so it wasn’t much I’d ask of him. The one thing I asked him was his bed. I loved his bed. Anyone who knows me knows I love sleep. I asked him could I get 24 hours in his bed and he said no. He was very disrespectful when it came to my sleep. There was no all day sleeping or lounging. I used to get so mad. I wanted to do my favorite thing and be with him. I have such poor judgement when it comes to dating. So now I'm just chilling, waiting for someone to find me. That's a challenge too because I always felt that I never got picked. I used to compare myself to people around me. I realized they could be in a bad relationship, settling for less than their worth, or some other drama. Just cause they got someone doesn't mean they happy. So I'm going to just wait.