Thursday, December 3, 2015

Childish Drama

Of course it doesn’t take much to hurt my feelings. I just got back on good terms with the cub when I saw a picture of him and a chick boo’d up. I asked him, “do you have a boo?” He said no but he was irritated by the question. I said ok and left it at that. The next morning I see a message from him asking me why I was acting up. I asked him why he wasn’t being honest. Now he won’t talk to me. He said I’m bringing drama and being childish. All I asked was for the truth. Clearly this person plays a major part in his life and I just wanted to know who she was. Now he’s mad at me, block me, call me out my name, and cursed me. He was very disrespectful to me.  I don’t deserve that.  That actually hurts me. This is not the first time I’ve been disrespected for not doing anything wrong. I wonder is it just a cub thing or a guy thing. He’s making me feel bad, like I did something wrong when all I wanted to know if this is something I want to be involved with or not. He has clearly made the decision for me. He was very rude.  I don’t understand why he had to rip me to shreds like that. All because I wanted to know who she was to him. He didn’t tell me exactly what part she plays but she definitely a main character.  All this could have been avoided if he just answered the question truthfully from the start.  Now my feelings are hurt because he went off on me. Why did it take all that? He feeling really good about how handled me.  He already hurt me by seeing him boo’d up with her.  He don’t want to deal with me anymore.  Calling me nothing more than a hit and run. I can’t even be mad at him That’s my mistake.  I was saying how I don’t want to be alone for the holidays there was a chance that I wouldn’t be but I will be.  If I didn’t say anything everything would still be ok . I'm tired of being alone. I thought with our families being connected he would treat me decently. He don't give a flying flip about anybody. He came at me like I'm some stranger off the street. I'm nothing. 



Exhibit A  Picture of my so called bae boo'd up with a girl That girl name is Janie.Yesterday he said she was just some chick he smoked with. Today she is the chick who has authority to question him. Now I'm confused why did he have to lie to me.


Exhibit B Now Janie is someone of importance. 

But you mad at me. 



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