It blows my mind how often I am rejected. I try to be positive about it. Thankful God sparing me from mess, someone who isn't worthy of me. I can't help but question, why? Wonder what's wrong with me. Is it something about me that I can't see? I keep saying I'm not sure how many more times I can go through this. It hurts. Not about the person who rejects me; that it keeps happening. I had the best dream about Junior. All I want to know is, does he still love me? In that dream he told me he does, he never stopped. Then I wake up to another shit day in suck city. Reality.
We'll just like that Jesus turned it around. Now I'm smiling. Thank you Jesus for hearing my prayer. Still praying.
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